

“I’m sorry, I didn’t know about that” he sighed too - He laughed before replying her “Yes, they are not fun by your own but I—-umm.. I meant that if you were going… well that we could go together” he shrugged “I think I need a night off and I don’t think the guys will be up for it… we do not know anybody here” he laughed lightly and looked back at her “So… shall we go together? Have a couple of drinks and have a good time?”

She smiled when he seemed to have the exact thoughts about it as she did and she nodded as she licked her lips. “That’d be great Louis, I’d really appreciate it, I could use a decently good time with someone” she said as she sat down in one of the chairs now and she looked toward the door,”I think your band is being anounced soon to play, you might wanna make sure you’re all set to go” she said.
She looked at him at his last words and she tilted her head and shrugged a bit as she walked over looking around the little set up dressing room and she sighed,”I can’t say I am particularly fond of it but its not because of the event necessarily its because of my mother” she said,”Um I’m not sure if she’s hosting or not I just know I was required to be here,” she said as she skimmed her bottom lip with her teeth and she glanced over her shoulder at him as she was looking at a picture on the wall. “See my mum’s always traveling and so is my dad so when they say hop on a plane and be here I have to though I don’t want to half the time…”
He kept his gaze fixed at her as she moved around the room. “That sounds pretty much like my life, hopping from one plane to another” he smiled “yet I like it quite a lot. I’m sorry to hear that you don’t. Um.. but I do understand that your situation is different from mine…”
He reamined in silent for a moment as memories of his mother and sisters came along. “I still think you are lucky… I mean to get to see them, being just a plane away… I do not have that possibility at hand all the time” he sighed “So… umm… what are you doing after the show? Will you go to the after party or… I don’t know. Go back home?”

She did understand she was luckier than some in the sense she saw her parents at least once a month but the thing was she despised them,”I guess I’m lucky in a sense but it’d be different if my parents actually gave two shits about me” she corrected softly before she sighed at his question. “I’m not sure I’ll go, those things are no fun by yourself” she said as her eyes flitted up looking him over slowly for a moment as she pursed her lips,”I mean I’d go if you came with me” she said bluntly.
“Uh yeah…um are you alright?” she asks getting up and grabbing her bottle of whiskey taking a sip from it before handing it to him,”You seem…different”
“I mean.. something kind of.. happened.. you can’t hear my heartbeat, can you?”

She stopped for a second at his words, standing not more than a foot from him. She took in a breathe and she listened, she never stopped to listen often because vaguely she’d hear her own subtle heartbeat of being a hybrid but now…she realized that was all she heard. She looked at Brian with concern in her eyes,”Who…how…what happened?”
“I dunno, wanna drink with me?”
“I guess, yeah.. it help with the.. cravings..”

“Uh yeah…um are you alright?” she asks getting up and grabbing her bottle of whiskey taking a sip from it before handing it to him,”You seem…different”
“I — yeah.. what do you feel like doing?”

“I dunno, wanna drink with me?”
Ummm not sure if this will get read by anyone else but guess why not answer them: Long term goal would be to some day either become a singer, therapist or a teacher…um biggest regrets are probably self harming, greatest achievement was probably when I managed to enroll myself in community college by myself when I was homeless though didn’t stay for more than two semesters, perfect happiness to me would be if I could achieve my dreams of my perfect job or love idk, current state of mind is content, I most admire my father, overrated virtue probably is people’s reliance on money(not sure if that’s a good answer), I lie to protect others, I curse a lot…like a lot a lot, if I could change one thing about myself I would change my motivational levels